We start our last set of final exams at SGU tomorrow morning. Yikes! The time seems to have simply slipped away from me over the last 9 months or so. Perhaps what that really means is that I've spent a lot more time on myself and my studies than I have on the internet? Lots and lots of diving done this semester, some island touring thrown in the mix, a few hashes with Sampson! I'm about to finally finish off my divemaster internship as well. Everything is beginning to really take on a note of finality these days. I'm not ready for my time here to be over (I suspect in the grand scheme of things, it's not at all over and that I will be back at some point). I'm not ready for my life to take on new and huge changes. I just finished settling into this routine after three years, now I have to move to a city?? Hmm...
Tomorrow we have our toxicology final exam, followed by food animal internal medicine, equine internal medicine, and small animal medicine. That's all that is left between me and my 4th and final year of veterinary school. Scary!! I've spent the better part of the last 9 months wondering what I actually want from my life, what I actually want to do. I'm not so sure I know the answer to that these days, although if you ask me, I will of course stick firmly by what I've been saying for years. Truthfully though, if I had the money and no student loans, I think I might be headed off in another direction...we'll see what life holds beyond graduation!
